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Venom's Hold On Me
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release me
chains coil around me
like snakes
my eyes stare at the sky
helplessly
my corrupted skin
is burning
chains coil around me
like snakes
my eyes stare at the sky
helplessly
my corrupted skin
is burning
There are different kinds of freedom. I am more free than I used to be, but I am still in Venom's grip.
I still feel like ... like I don't matter ...
I still feel like I am nothing.
A waste of space.
And like all I deserve is to be hurt, like all I deserve is to have bad things happen to me and to be treated badly. I feel like I am worth less than everyone else, like I deserve disrespect. It eats into me like poison ... My enemy is strong. My enemy is stronger than me. Alone, I lose. The only peace I know, the tiny points of light across my sky of endless darkness ... that is where God is piercing through the darkness - trying to remove this shell of a feeling of utter worthlessness that surrounds me.
Strong chains. I am still chained in some ways. I just want to be completely, completely free. I am becoming more and more free gradually, but at times, I feel the darkness coil around me tighter ... it wants to keep on devouring me ...
I just want to live and breathe. I want to see the sky. I want to not always be a minus, a negative number in value. I want to be a plus. I want to be someone who helps make the world a better place. And maybe I ... small, weak, foolish, and afraid ... a total loser (I am) - maybe even I can do something to make sure that other people don't have to live like I did and still do. No one should have to live in such slavery to pain.
I still feel like ... like I don't matter ...
I still feel like I am nothing.
A waste of space.
And like all I deserve is to be hurt, like all I deserve is to have bad things happen to me and to be treated badly. I feel like I am worth less than everyone else, like I deserve disrespect. It eats into me like poison ... My enemy is strong. My enemy is stronger than me. Alone, I lose. The only peace I know, the tiny points of light across my sky of endless darkness ... that is where God is piercing through the darkness - trying to remove this shell of a feeling of utter worthlessness that surrounds me.
Strong chains. I am still chained in some ways. I just want to be completely, completely free. I am becoming more and more free gradually, but at times, I feel the darkness coil around me tighter ... it wants to keep on devouring me ...
I just want to live and breathe. I want to see the sky. I want to not always be a minus, a negative number in value. I want to be a plus. I want to be someone who helps make the world a better place. And maybe I ... small, weak, foolish, and afraid ... a total loser (I am) - maybe even I can do something to make sure that other people don't have to live like I did and still do. No one should have to live in such slavery to pain.
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